Footwear for the Cripples and the Blind?

 Footwear for the Cripples and the Blind?


A Delooze News Item

By Matthew Delooze

This news is for those that know me or those that have been on a journey of spiritual enlightenment.

Those that know of me know of the Parables I have delivered in the past. I am delivering another one today. I realise only too well that most folks won’t give any parables a second thought, least of all those delivered by me. But I don’t really deliver them for the many. I only deliver them when I have too. Indeed I actually sent a smaller version of the latest parable, I am delivering to you today, to a friend of mine recently. I was initially only going to publish it in my final writings at a later date, but I have changed my mind. I therefore believe that some people somewhere need to read it now.

It was only recently that the subject of fears and doubts over spiritual journeys and any desires truth seekers have in seeking the truth were being discussed between a friend and me, hence the latest parable being created. I believe the process of having many fears and doubts during true spiritual awakenings is unavoidable and any true awakening will be continuously traumatic within the person going through one.

There will always be such a conflict appear within anyone on any journey that involves a spiritual change in a material world.

Over the last few years I have heard from many people that are in severe emotional conflict within themselves, indeed on my travels I have actually ‘seen’ many people that are suffering with emotional conflict within themselves. And of course I only need to look in the mirror, which is always difficult enough on its own with a face like mine, to see emotional conflicts right under my own nose.

“I tell you the truth, no one can ever change their Earthy eyesight or get their hearts to truly direct them without experiencing a traumatic conflict within themselves. Without any conflict within we will remain asleep for eternity, our condition and status will not change ”

 The biggest reason for this inner conflict is usually triggered by the strong urges some of us feel, and these urges literally force us to take a spiritual path. But at the same time the same people still have similar urges to remain on a material path that keep things as they were. I tell you the truth when I say the illusion of ‘comfort’ within ourselves only hides the actual spiritual enslavement we have been subjected to for many lifetimes. It should also be remembered that one lifetime is merely a speck of sand in the desert, but I truly believe this current lifetime is the only window of opportunity to escape the Serpent’s spell. This world of trickery, guile and deception will vigorously fight to prevent any and all souls awakening. I cannot stress that matter enough.

The inner conflict some of us suffer is like continually having a demon on one shoulder and an angel on the other. During these inner conflicts we suffer similar symptoms to what the insane serpent controlled psychiatrists call ‘Bi Polar’ and anyone suffering such inner conflicts and reporting it to a psychiatrist will instantly be doped and then suffer no more ‘inner conflict’, they will simply become a robot, but the inner torments will be subdued. They will still be there but subdued. Which is fine if you want to stop any journey you may believe you are on.


 The mood swings taking place during a spiritual awakening do and will create a Fairy Tale situation one minute and a Gothic Horror Story situation the next. Indeed whilst waking up we usually end up flicking in and out of some kind of twilight zone in where one minute we see the so-called conspiracy fruitcakes as being right and see so-called normal people as being crazy. But then the next minute the inner conflicts make us see the normal people as being right and the fruitcakes as being … well crazy fruitcakes. And so on an so forth, continually switching from one viewpoint to another, one minute you are spiritual and see you need to follow a spiritual path the next you are wallowing in the comforts that cause the enslavement of the human race. It all depends on your viewpoint and which shoulder makes the best argument.

“But my friend we are not really looking at fruitcakes on one shoulder or normal people on the other during these experiences, we are only ever looking at our self.”  It is futile to hate one shoulder and love the other and eternally switch allegiances when it suits. The only person trying to convince you of anything is YOU. And at the end of the day it will only ever be you that actually convinces you of anything once the inner conflicts are in full flow. And the ultimate inner conflict will hit us all one day. “ On that day neither the perceived fruitcake or the perceived normal person matter. It is only you and how you perceive yourself that matters”

I’m certainly not here to preach to people on what journey’s they take. I don’t live in their shoes on a daily basis. But I do know many people suffer in silence everyday as they try to cope with such conflicting scenarios swapping and changing within them and around them. I also know one shoulder sometimes ‘out shouts’ the other and we go along with it, but it is and will always be inevitable that we will always end up believing that we have listened to the wrong voice on the wrong shoulder and so change tracks again, which will leave us inevitably leave us more confused than ever.

I believe the battle is currently within us and always has been, it is not a battle for or between demons or angels on our shoulders, it is a battle for our own soul and a battle for our own freedom, and neither shoulder is any good to us ‘at this time’ apart from both of them intermittently and alternatively providing the means to help us at least receive ‘the illusion’ that we are receiving a temporary comfort and/or a bit of stability on our path.

But I can only say again that the inner conflicts are inevitable and will increase.

So I believe if anyone has ‘stability’ on the path to break the serpent’s spell, and breaking serpent’s spells is what I have been sent here to help people do, then they are definitely not on a path to break the serpent’s spell and never will be. I’m not here to help anyone that does not actually need any help.

The only way for me, and others, to really help their inner battles is to provide the information that will trigger and feed their souls, whilst also laying seeds in the subconscious of those that seek to incubate them and nurture them. I can sometimes only do that through parables that I have authority to write and deliver. (Oh shit, that’s torn it! I must sound like l have a messiah complex again saying that… sorry. It’s a bloody good job no one listens apart from those I love then isn’t it?)

So for those people I love and even those I don’t, I now provide ‘The Parable of the Clogs and the Acid Tank’.

The Parable of the Clogs and the Acid Tank, like most proper parables, have multiple meanings to suit multiple states of minds, and are sent to help enlighten those that want to be enlightened. The very reason parables are written and become actual teachings is because they are meant for those who will given eyes to see at a later date after taking the parable in, or to comfort those with some eyesight already.

The Parable of the Clogs and the Acid Tank is for both those that will see the authority that sent them and for those that mock and scoff at such things. It brings comfort to both!!!

I will say on a low level, for those that can listen, that the Parable of the Clogs and the Acid Tank is about receiving things that help us in ways we don’t and can’t comprehend at the time we receive them. It is also about the powers that provide that help in advance.

The Parable of the Clogs and the Acid Tank is also linked to a demon and angel on each shoulder situation, in this case personified by the two boys mentioned. But all things in the parable have very important meanings. To those I love the parable is vital. The Parable of the Clogs and Acid Tank is sent to those suffering in this world and who feel confused and alone at this time. Because I humbly tell them they are not alone and although you cannot see the help…  it really is there.

I send the Parable of the Clogs and the Acid Tank to friends to remind them now, or indeed plant seeds in advance until they have eyesight of their own, that they have already received and will receive help, even though they may not see it, and in more ways than one, but it is always their own heart and their own actions that will seal their fate.

Please take The Parable of the Clogs and the Acid Tank entirely as you wish. It does not matter to me in the slightest if you see anything in it or you just see it as the ramblings of a fruitcake, and of course how you take it will always depend on which shoulder you listen too anyway, won’t it? :)

Until next time.

May Love Reign O’er You All.

Matthew Delooze 11th July 2015.

 Click Here to Read The Parable of the Clogs and the Acid Tank Now.


Still Standing?

Still Standing?

Maybe Something Stronger Could Really Hold Me Down


Matthew Delooze Still Standing June 2015

This brief message is meant for those that know me.

I must sincerely apologise to anyone who contacted me over the last 12 months or so, if I failed to reply to them. I haven’t been at my best by a long chalk. I’m still not at my best but I can see the length of the chalk is shortening. I remember telling a few loved over the years that I would disappear for a while. I hope those loved ones will remember that? I will not ever let anyone in this world that require the words I supplied/supply down even though it seems I will sometimes.

Luckily I have had some intermittent care and healing from very special healers since I returned from Gibraltar in 2013. I easily recognise one or two direct sources that kept me alive in 2014, but there was one I didn’t recognise.

I was lying in bed one morning, literally on my last legs and hoping I was going to be relieved of my life, all of a sudden it felt like some force had blown in like the wind, picking me up and literally cradling me. I really felt like I had been scooped up and placed in someone’s arms, all flopped and limp, cold and dead like. This force then seemed to literally squeeze me and I immediately felt alive again. I’m no hippy and I don’t even pretend to understand healing energies, but I’m not too proud or embarrassed in the slightest to openly say thank you to whomever sent it and acknowledge the energies exist. So whoever you are I assure you the healing energies arrived at the right time. I am therefore eternally grateful to you for your care, your love and your powerful skills. I am not fully on my feet yet but I am surely not nearly as dead as i was either.


Anyway please don’t get me wrong. I’m not going soft. So to show I’m still alive I’ll say the following as an update.

To the various puppet local authorities operating in the sick corrupt County of Lancashire, which is the home of persistent sex abusers, compulsive liars and soulless mercenaries, I say do your very worse… but the writing is now on the wall, which is ‘Numbered, Numbered, Weighed, and Divided’ The same message is said to the puppet authorities on a national and global level too. The writing is now on the wall, which again is ‘Numbered, Numbered, Weighed, and Divided’.

To the Serpent, the cowardly deceptive force that has enslaved the human race, using such puppets mentioned above just to control a herd of stupefied human slaves, albeit blind but willing stupefied slaves who happily jockey with each other just to wallow more and more in a cesspit of greed and selfishness that they actually believe is ‘human life’… I’ll say… I’m here to tell you again ‘I will walk any desert to find my Rain and the Gates Of Hades shall not prevail against me’

To those that wanted me ‘not to be standing’ I say ‘I’m still standing’ and I politely suggest to those that wanted me and still want me ‘not to be standing’ that they better try a bit harder to not have me standing… at whilst they themselves are still standing. The same can be said to the fakers and the backstabbers, those who’s outer skins pretend to display the finest fragrances, but in reality woefully fail in their attempt to hide the fetid stench emitting from their putrid innards and septic souls.

There is nothing that won’t one day be unveiled.

You see folks I must be healing because I still seem to have the same delusions of grandeur and/or the same messages are surfacing as always.

That said. I apologise for not being able to supply to those that actually sought more written information from me recently (2014-2015). I’m sure if you didn’t lose faith in me that you will be more than rewarded in the future. I actually believe any recent and past ‘testing times’ are not only for me, but i concede that those actually being tested won’t even see it that way until their own exam results are published in public, so to speak.

The one ball archives will be back up soon and I’m hoping to publish Father Forgive Them, my final writings, by December 2015 or early 2016. If you want to hear about that please register your email address on site. ‘Father’ will be in book form, but intermittent ‘news’ reports will be published on this site.

May I take this brief moment to wish anyone reading this all the best in their journeys, especially YOU, whatever path you take. It seems a long time since I was capable enough to do that. May you receive all the guidance (and improvements to your eyesight) that you need too, from wherever you need to receive it from.

May Love Reign O’er You.

Matthew Delooze 3rd July 2015


‘Ball Game Ring’ Picture By Matthew Delooze June 2015